my ist tattoo

thank you mohua mandal for this tattoo :)

...better photography, november 2007...

One of my biggest achievement till date..
My pic in the India's no.1 photography magazine.."better photography"..

and m sooooooo happy.... [:)]

way to go yaar!!

...Cursing the person who says, “Man can’t Cry”...

Today I am happy, as I can’t Cry,
My heart is broken but eyes are dry,
Today I am happy to be left alone,
Being alone in the world of known,
Loving the pain is better than getting the pain in love,
I love my pain as this only I earn in love,
Feeling such a pain you will force to cry,
But how can you cry if your eyes are dry,
Lying on a bed, searching the tears,
Cursing the person who says, “Man can’t Cry”.

...one phone call away...

Wet wind on the side walk,
I am staring down the lane
Walking up the corridor and walking down again
My feet are tired and my brain is numb
I am reminded of that ever inviting bar that says ‘In you come’
Got the scent of stale beer hanging,
hanging round my head
Old dog in the corner sleeping like he could be dead
A book of matches and a full ash tray
Cigarette left, smoking its life away
Graham bell, thanks you did your job well
But as it turns out, you have made my life hell
I am looking at the phone waiting for it to ring
The melody of its sound is all I am hoping
She took my number, she made the start
She made me a promise but guess it was not
Never believe a woman is all I am learning to believe in
Hope she can prove me wrong ,
I am still waiting!!!

...You're the one I Love...

You're the one I Love,

for, in your gentle,

caring touch,

I'v found a warmth

and tenderness

that's come

to mean so much...

You're the one I Love,

for, in the beauty

of your smile,

I'v found

the lasting happiness

that makes life

more worthwhile...

You're the one I Love

for, every moment

we're together,

I know I'v found

my closest friend

and Love

to last forever...

...when i sit by myself...

when i sit by my self

with my soul for my company

and silence spreads in me

soaking my passions wet

and my limbs grow numb

holding out for a far touch

with shadow seeping through my eyes

into my heart making me wonder

whether i did it right

when i told no when i meant yes

some part of me dying

waiting for something never to come

and my self jeers at me

making me doubt what i never doubted

i just cant bear it all

want to take the pain

sink in it to my last breath

and as i sit

alone

i cant help it

i miss you...

...this is me...all of me...

Anger opens me up.

Pain.

Confusion,

so much.

Hate,

but so much love.

Attraction,

but where and with who?

Happiness,

still so much sadness.

Confidence,

but so much doubt.

Fright.

Violence, inside

waiting to get out.

Sacrifice

leads to secrets.

Denail drives me crazy.

Darkness

helps me see the light andunderstand.

Alone,

yet surrounded.

Ugliness,

but inner beauty.

Questions

left without answers.

Feelings unattended.

Is what i feel.

This is Me...

All of Me...